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Dont know and dont care!
she are the only hope i got to be back alive again.
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Thing's make me confuse, should I or shouldn't I tell her how I feel? I don't want to mess up her head and thinking I'm just some guy wanna have a drive-thru relationship with her. I want it to be perfect in every way. I'll let her know when she ready to accept me into her life. I do want to have life with her, life around her.I want to know what she feels for me. What's life when I'm with her? I want to feel that. She going to fly back to her place in short time. And I don't want to think that for the next 6 months there, she going to find somebody new. Then I just kill myself. If I let her know how I feel now, I scared that she going to freak out and things going differently by that time. I just want to say it when the perfect time comes and let her know my true feelings for her.
"I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me."
Aqualung - Strange & Beautiful
Blinks of an eye...
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Things came up when she finally release from her love prison. She came back here with empty heart and just waiting to be filled up with somebody's love. But She couldn't find one and thinking that she had no time for it. The other side was feeling jumpy and eager to fill her heart with his love.
The confident is too shallow to even look at it. His move was only come in small size because small size its vital, once been denied, there's go your hope flies like free bird that been locked up in cages. But when your small move flow through, things heat up pretty fast and at one point even you cant see its already burned and became ashes. Love make people happy, crazy, calm, and some of it, it will make you fly.
She was the one that people queuing to get into her life. Some of them try so hard that even stars lose its shine. Why they want to do that? At the end, the dull surface of the moon get it. I don't know how she look into someone. Its hard to see weather she really interested or she just act like you someone that she known for a long time and think that you can find another and not her. Why not her? Why I cant have her?
hold this for me please!
Thursday, May 03, 2007
1.Your name plus "ness"?
>> zekness, not so on right?
2. Two feelings at the moment?
>>lazy and sleepy
3. What are you listening to right now?
>>
4. Done anything you regret so far this week?
>>herm......i think i achieve some at this moment.
5. Where are you right now?
>>starbucks table
6. The highlight of your week?
>>there's a point where nowhere to go! hahaha
7. What are you craving to have right now?
>>twister from dome!
8. Who were the last people you ate with?
>>family. end!
9. What are you scared of?
>>cannot hand up my assignment in time given!
10. Last movie you watched?
>>wild hogs. "all i could think now is black jokes" hahahahaha
11. Last song you sang out loud?
>>Thanks for the memory by FLB
12. What is your heritage?
>>stoopid pictures
13. Are you thinking of someone right now?
>>no comment
14. Who is the last person you talked to?
>> classmates " how the fuck we gonna finish the assignment in time"
15. Last thing you downloaded on your computer?
>>HEROES!!
16. Have you changed much this year?
>>abit only...hahahaha not
17. Do you like to eat out?
>>yeah, something nice is out there!
18. Do you like moms?
>>SOCCER MOMS
19. Hug or kiss?
>>both please
23. Who was the last person to text message you?
>>aaron abhishek!
24. Where was the last place you went besides where you are?
>>erm...class?
25. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?
>>none. yeah im sad! T_T
26. Do you speak any other language other than English?
>>only sarawakian "slang" with widness! wicked!
27. Last thing you watched on TV?
>>"if u fuck my words. ill fuck you up!"
28. Do you dress for style or comfort?
>>simple n nice! abit of style!
29. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
>>erm.. sandra bullock! fo real!
30. Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
>>yeah, we have the bomb time aren't we, machico!
31. Whats the craziest thing you've ever done?
>>erm..
32. Favorite color(s)?
>>white gold and silver
33. What's ur favorite cereal character?
>>"IIIItttssssss gggrrrrrreeeeeeaaaaaattttt!
34. What is ur favorite Michael Jackson song?
>>you know im bad, im bad!
35. Who do you love?
>>i think i got someone to love to!
36. Any plans right now?
>>erm...doin this survey thingmajig!
37. What are your plans for tonight?
>>lepak, yes people lepak aka chilling aka yum char aka i dont know.
38. What are you looking forward to tomorrow?
>>erm...nothing i guess. TBU (to be updated!)
39. Last time you smiled?
>>she msg me on msn. dude! thats shiznit!
40. Who do u wanna be with right now?
>>no one in particular. today's a nice day of emo thingmajig! hahahahahahahahahaha!
When Sun is above us piercingly with this blaze...
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Name one person who made you smile last night.
Rachel Bilson and Meagan Good...ohh they gooooooooddddddd!!!
What were you doing at 8.00 this morning?
still sleeping while my class start at 8:30. bleagh..
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
sitting at starbucks while doing stupid assignment that i dont know what are the benefits for me..
What was something that happened to you in 2006?
nothing much, lepak, doing fashion shoot at 1U, lepak, play with camera, lepak, no study. Sheesh!
What is the last thing you said aloud?
OI NAK PEGI MANER??
How many different drinks did you drink today?
let see, caramel machiato, erm, milo peng, erm cold water, something like that..
What colour is your hairbrush?
black on black...hahaha does that make any difference??
What was the last thing you paid for?
FREAKIN EXPENSIVE LENS that i heart!
Where have you been last night?
ermmm at home watching stomp the yard, quite cool movie.
What color is your front door?
brownish brown...hahahaha i dont care what my door colour are, do you?
Where do you keep your change?
on my stereo, under the bed, in the toilet, under the sink, inside my left side pocket..erm where else ah?
What was the weather like today?
quite cold, raining and windy, like OC! hahahahahahahahahaha
What is the best ice-cream flavour?
COOKIES N CREAM, choc chip mint, erm...
What is something you are excited about?
nothing, that's the boring part of me, there's something but the fella FFK me, cipet!
Do you want to cut your hair?
i dont know, its spontaneous. i guess..
Are you over the age of 25?
i hope not because chick dont dig 25, they dig 28. yeah!
Do you talk a lot?
some occasion, others, just kept quiet and do what im suppose to do.
Do you watch the O.C?
Rachel Bilson, please marry me?? will you??
Does your screen name have an "x" in it?
erm..wait ill check..
Do you anyone named Steven?
no, ehh wait got this 1 photographer that sold his lens to me, does that consider?
Do you make up your own words?
Spontaneous and imperfect grammar plus malaysian "lah"
Are you typically a jealous person?
Sometimes, depends on what opposite sex doing it.
Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "A":
Aaron Abhishek Morris A/L John Morris
Name a friend who's name starts with the letter "K":
KKKKKKKEEEEEEEEEEVVVVVVVVVVIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNN and kin eu! hahahahaha
Who's the 1st person on your received calls list?
my mother, " biler nak balik makan??"
What did the last message you received say?
none, how boring i am...zzzz
Do you chew on your straw?
yes, it taste like chewing gum..REALLY!!
Do you have curly hair?
i think so, but not as abhi's wave curly!!! hahahahahahahahah
Where is the next place you're going?
home? toilet to be specific.
Who is the rudest person in your life?
no comment ( it will cause fire among us friends, so i dont want to mention any name)
What is the last thing you ate?
sneakers bar!
Is marriage in your future?
yeap, with rachel bilson! I DO BABY, I DO!
What is the best movie you've seen in the last 2 weeks?
300, 400 , 500 , hahahahahahahahahahahaha
IS there anyone you like right now?
matter of fact, there is!
.When was the last time you did the dishes. be honest
last 2 days, i swear on my camera!
Are you currently depressed?
for what? no point for depress...
Why did you answer and post this survey?
waste of time thingmajig....jeah!
Tag 5 people who would do this survey.
abhi, widya ( i know u love this kind of thing), footy foo, emocheek and the blur king..jeng jeng jeng wai soon ( apperantly now he's become better and better and he get the EMPLOYER OF THE MONTH MAN!!! hahaha no offence!
The Star Has Fallen In My Arms...
Friday, March 16, 2007
Starting tomorrow, Nikon D80 Will Evade Every Single Day In Zek's Life.
Be prepare people, you might end up in zek's memory card!
When I'm come around...
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
- Single but not interested!
2) Are you happy with where you are?
- Kinda...er wait...actually i dont know
3) When you meet the right person, do
you fall fast?
- I think so. I dont know if she the right person. Gotta know the personality first!
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Many times!
5) Do you believe that there are
certain circumstances where cheating
is ok?
- Depends, if cheating to save your love one, why not!
6) Would you ever take someone back if
they cheated on you?
- HELL NO! The ship is already sail baby!
7) Have you talked about marriage with
another person?
- No. Future might not be on your side.
8) Do you want children?
- After marriage, yes!
9) How many?
- Make it twins!
10) Would you consider adoption?
- I would adopt japanese kids!
11) If somebody liked you right now,
what do you think is a cool way to let
you know?
- Make something different with it, like i've never seen before!
12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
- Depends, If the opposite sex set the game, count me in!
13) Be honest, do you play the "game"
when you are dating?
- yeah, we played it!
14) Do you believe love at first sight
exists?
- No, because love at first sight only happen in movies!
15) Are you romantic?
- I wouldn't know.
16) Do you believe that you can change
someone?
- Depends, if she listen to me and do what I ask her to do, its possible!
17) If you could get married anywhere,
money not an object where would it be?
- On the moon!
18) Do you have feelings for someone
right now?
- Yes but I've wouldn't tell you because if I tell you, it wont be secret anymore!
19) Have you ever wished you could've
had someone but you couldn't?
- Everyday baby! everyday single day!
20) Have you ever broken a heart?
- I think so!
21) Would you ever fight somebody over
your significant other?
- Maybe, if she worth it! :P
22)What would you say about your last
ex?
- Cute, nice, giggly happy!
Life Of a Lovefool
Saturday, February 17, 2007
I can't stand it. Lovelife sucks! Really. I cant be with a women where she dyingly wanna be with me. I just can't trust no one. I can't trust myself when i'm with her. I can't be myself when i'm with her. I'll be different when i'm with her. There's alot of things i've learn in past. These thing's taught me to be me. I don't know how to explain it but yes, it really help my with current problems. But one day, i wanna meet woman that understand me as I am now, know everything about me and never fails to make me happy when i'm with her. Understand what kind of man I am, doesn't do stupid thing's that make me mad for no reason. Why all lately the post is so damn emo, why? why can't we post something different. something happy, something fun to read. I've been to many of my friends blog but lately the posting is all about emo/sad post. What makes people happy? money? chicks? nice cars? respect by friends? popular? count how many hot chics I been friend with? done something good? sleep?. What? What? I dont know what things can make me happy? always the random things happen. Nothing special, nothing unique, nothing great that ever happen, ever. I always wonder what happy people feels when they get something?, I can't think of a life where there's nothing to worry about. I can't think that where there's something you wanna do and nothing is in your way. I wanna have a happy life, happy friends, happy family.