Life Of a Lovefool
Saturday, February 17, 2007
I can't stand it. Lovelife sucks! Really. I cant be with a women where she dyingly wanna be with me. I just can't trust no one. I can't trust myself when i'm with her. I can't be myself when i'm with her. I'll be different when i'm with her. There's alot of things i've learn in past. These thing's taught me to be me. I don't know how to explain it but yes, it really help my with current problems. But one day, i wanna meet woman that understand me as I am now, know everything about me and never fails to make me happy when i'm with her. Understand what kind of man I am, doesn't do stupid thing's that make me mad for no reason. Why all lately the post is so damn emo, why? why can't we post something different. something happy, something fun to read. I've been to many of my friends blog but lately the posting is all about emo/sad post. What makes people happy? money? chicks? nice cars? respect by friends? popular? count how many hot chics I been friend with? done something good? sleep?. What? What? I dont know what things can make me happy? always the random things happen. Nothing special, nothing unique, nothing great that ever happen, ever. I always wonder what happy people feels when they get something?, I can't think of a life where there's nothing to worry about. I can't think that where there's something you wanna do and nothing is in your way. I wanna have a happy life, happy friends, happy family.
(4:44 AM)