she are the only hope i got to be back alive again.
Thing's make me confuse, should I or shouldn't I tell her how I feel? I don't want to mess up her head and thinking I'm just some guy wanna have a drive-thru relationship with her. I want it to be perfect in every way. I'll let her know when she ready to accept me into her life. I do want to have life with her, life around her.I want to know what she feels for me. What's life when I'm with her? I want to feel that. She going to fly back to her place in short time. And I don't want to think that for the next 6 months there, she going to find somebody new. Then I just kill myself. If I let her know how I feel now, I scared that she going to freak out and things going differently by that time. I just want to say it when the perfect time comes and let her know my true feelings for her.
"I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me."
Aqualung - Strange & Beautiful
(5:14 AM)
